Love. Is a big word. To me at least. My late aunt and uncle proved that ‘til death do us part’ is no fairy tale. They held their love strong throughout the 50years of their lives, til their last breath. My late dad proved that love for children is unconditional and undying. He loved us whole heartedly without expecting returns or rewards. I don’t need to have children to understand that. Lesson learned is that we need to GIVE love to get love. We just can’t ask for love. We need to start by loving ourselves, our lives, our loved ones, our friends - sincerely and purely. Then, we’ll see that the world isn’t actually that cruel.

I miss you dad. I’m sorry for the stupid things I’ve done and said. I can never forgive myself. But I know you have already forgiven me. Your smile is always in my heart.

Xo

Saturday shits

That moment when you have fears for the weekend, you know you’re in deep shit. Gotta change the direction and take control!

12/02/2013

I just wanna say Fuck you guys

I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but in one respect I’ve succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.

2013. I will create new good memories instead of waiting for them to happen. With much love and support from dad watching from above. Love u daddy!

Just saw my sis dumped half of the noodle i bought for her in the dustbin cos she cant finish it. My heart breaks in a million pieces. I so understand what my dad used to feel now.

Good morning.
07/09/2012.