Love. Is a big word. To me at least. My late aunt and uncle proved that ‘til death do us part’ is no fairy tale. They held their love strong throughout the 50years of their lives, til their last breath. My late dad proved that love for children is unconditional and undying. He loved us whole heartedly without expecting returns or rewards. I don’t need to have children to understand that. Lesson learned is that we need to GIVE love to get love. We just can’t ask for love. We need to start by loving ourselves, our lives, our loved ones, our friends - sincerely and purely. Then, we’ll see that the world isn’t actually that cruel.
I miss you dad. I’m sorry for the stupid things I’ve done and said. I can never forgive myself. But I know you have already forgiven me. Your smile is always in my heart.
That moment when you have fears for the weekend, you know you’re in deep shit. Gotta change the direction and take control!
Just saw my sis dumped half of the noodle i bought for her in the dustbin cos she cant finish it. My heart breaks in a million pieces. I so understand what my dad used to feel now.
This is exactly why i get myself drunk and wasted like a whore by the streets. Its too damn hard to live sober.
The worst thing someone can tell you is that you are boring and you’re not good enough for them. You don’t know whether to blame yourself or them. But either way, you’re dying inside, that’s for sure.
Paris wait for me please. Paris attendez de moi sil vous plait. <3